I've felt God's presence since I was a kid, this was before going to Sunday School or church. It seemed so integral to existence that I never really thought about it. What became frustrating in later years is the internal debate about what exactly constituted this 'presence'; a spiritual awareness, a mental wish construct, a form of illness...what? The evidence, if you will, always seems so subtle that it could very well be nothing or anything. Puzzling.
The Adversary, on the other hand, revealed itself early...you could actually feel it thick in the air. I don't really have the words to describe it, but it doesn't seem too concerned with names.
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